This was a very interesting text, basically adding another angle to the Creation story of the world, via blending elements of previous stories (Pistis Sofia, The Nature of the Rulers, Eden Lore...etc). As I prepped, Raziel came through and started pouring light on me, in order to "bless the reading". I asked him after I finished, why he came by (he's never show up in previous readings) and he said this chapter shows many "secrets" and thus he was interested. Raziel is called the "Angel of Secrets" and the "Keeper of All magic".   Raziel said, "this is a sacred and cosmic text, that if you read 50 times, will gift Gnosis of the structure of the Cosmos".     I may have to take up that offer myself....by doing the 50 reads, it could help me with the Glyph Project. The quote below is my favorite:  "Before the end of the age, this whole region will shake with loud thunder. The archons will lament because of their fear of death, the ...

My martial training experienced a shift....not because of going deep into Dragon Mantra, but because of axis shifts in my energy-body, due to all the Forbidden Tech being used to jump start my health. It's extremely annoying, all these spiritual waves and collapse....but it is what it is. I'll likely be doing one more Dragon Tech post (lot of left-over notes) for now....but will be changing martial gears to a shadow oriented path: "O Zi Ruuu "   The above mantra, is one of the many in my Martial Play post and has crossover with Dragon Tech, but  still a different style (Spiders and Owls). What's fun about this mantra, it's based on a living martial lineage, so if I keep practicing, I'll inevitably run into that group and have some fellas to train with....very excited for the idea. It kinda sucks training by yourself....some of my fondest memories, were training with my Silat buddies back in the day. Sigh......   Sphere Weakness Training A bit of tech that ...

I remember doing Glenn's Secret Smile back in college, circulating the 5 Emotional States (Relaxation, Happiness, Orgasm....etc). Most of them came easily.....all except Confidence.....manifesting that emotion, was like pulling tiger teeth, I got so much internal resistance and now many years later, I understand why. Confidence is a particularly positive emotional state and my EB was frozen. Yet, despite all the EB work I've done the last few years....I still experience resistance with "tapping in" to Confidence. As a result, I've oriented my EB training to this project.   For the last month, I've been working on cracking open my "Confidence", it's strange how these types of emotional weaknesses can slip by one's cognition. My whole life, I've never considered myself not confident.....yet I had all these weaknesses sitting right there in my chest....inches away from self-awareness. So far....Confidence.....internally appears as a whirlpoo...