Venusian Notes

I remember doing Glenn's Secret Smile back in college, circulating the 5 Emotional States (Relaxation, Happiness, Orgasm....etc). Most of them came easily.....all except Confidence.....manifesting that emotion, was like pulling tiger teeth, I got so much internal resistance and now many years later, I understand why. Confidence is a particularly positive emotional state and my EB was frozen. Yet, despite all the EB work I've done the last few years....I still experience resistance with "tapping in" to Confidence. As a result, I've oriented my EB training to this project. For the last month, I've been working on cracking open my "Confidence" It's strange how these types of emotional weaknesses can slip right by one's cognition. My whole life, I've never considered myself not confident.....yet I had all these weaknesses sitting right there in my chest....inches away from self-awareness. So far in my studies....Confidence.....internally ap...