Venusian Notes

I remember doing Glenn's Secret Smile back in college, circulating the 5 Emotional States (Relaxation, Happiness, Orgasm....etc). Most of them came easily.....all except Confidence.....manifesting that emotion, was like pulling tiger teeth, I got so much internal resistance and now many years later, I understand why. Confidence is a particularly positive emotional state and my EB was frozen. Yet, despite all the EB work I've done the last few years....I still experience resistance with "tapping in" to Confidence. As a result, I've oriented my EB training to this project.  

For the last month, I've been working on cracking open my "Confidence" It's strange how these types of emotional weaknesses can slip right by one's cognition. My whole life, I've never considered myself not confident.....yet I had all these weaknesses sitting right there in my chest....inches away from self-awareness. So far in my studies....Confidence.....internally appears as a whirlpool in my ocean, quite near to the Central (EB) Vortex. This Confidence Vortex, is an inner reserve of emotional strength, that allows you to be "at ease" or "chill" and also effectively process foreign emotional contaminants. So if I'm around someone spilling emotional crap....my system will not "fall into" there qi field....but rather circulate and process those negative feelings. This internal reservoir, allows for an extreme degree of autonomy and emotional resilience. It is a type of quiet strength that does not need to be spoken of....but is shown in how you move through the world. 

Ironically, cultivating this Qi has caused me significant trouble. A "neighbor" of mine is a women whom I had a pretty good relations (non-romantic) and when I started internally shifting, it changed the dynamic between me and her. Women consciously and unconsciously, seem to be feeding off of all the masculine attention/energy around them and although my external behavior in this situation didn't chang....internally I guess there was a "pulling away" or "plugging of holes" in my emotional qi.....which caused here to act erratically and find fault. It was an interesting lesson....I was unconsciously leaking energy that was emotionally feeding her and once the dynamic shifted, her response was to initially get angry and then find another qi source. It was not a comfortable experience....but hey....live and learn. While not as explosive....I've noticed similar situations throughout my daily life....where the dynamic between me and women shifted. Emotional holes have been plugged....so I am no longer unconsciously "reaching out", but rather just sitting on my own only island of internal calm. 

Cool Seduction

Although I've been working with Water Qi for awhile....I'm still learning about it's seductive qualities. Seduction can express itself in a variety of Qi.....but Water Qi has a "Cooling" quality which draws people. For example, the experience of relaxation after a massage, the soothing quality of being near water, the quiet solitude of home, the reassuring word of a close friend....these are all examples of "Cooling". To use polarity......imagine being around a person full of anxiety vs someone "cool, calm, collected". Water qi has that soothing nature, that allows people to release tension, forget there problems and relax into a flowing stream. Once a person relaxes into that oceanic qi.....it can even be difficult to extricate them......like returning to the pains of daily life, from a carefree, beach vacation. It's a beautiful thing (jimmy buffet knows).        

Banshee

Awhile back, I was watching a fantasy show and one of the "villains" was a Banshee or a hysterical, wrathful feminine spirit. It got me thinking....how does a women become like that in the afterlife? It's likely a girl who had a horrible, torturous life, hurt herself and others, ends up dying in a miserable way and then in death, carries with her a taste for feeding on the suffering others. I've actually meet people like this.....as I'm sure most people have....individuals that are themselves broken and thus relish breaking and inflicting pain on others (hurt people hurt people). In this case, Banshee being a feminine spirit, I can't but think that if these women knew how to decompress there emotional body, heal and shift out of those torturous energies....there fate would be different. A lesson for men and women....don't let crap stack up inside...leave it there long enough.....bad things happen. 

I actually, have a family member right now who's working the Seashell Tech and as a result, she's quit smoking, better with money and can control her anxiety levels. 

Sex Tech

I have a a whole bunch of different notes on sexual kung fu and am just gonna cram them all in this post. Different types of orgasms....this is something I've mentioned in the S&M thread back on Occult Forum. If you stimulate different channels and internal energy centers within those channels, women can experience a variety of orgasms. I'm still exploring all the possibilities.....but what I've found is that when pleasing your women, its good to at-least give her 2 types of orgasms (give space in-between each energy, a few minutes). Orgasmic variety leads to better lovemaking. 

A couple types of orgasms that I've become fond off:

-Vaginal 
-G Spot 
-Womb 
-Feminine Core 
-Brain 

Pussy Massage, a topic I've covered previously in the S&M thread.....using your dick to massage your women and intern she massages you with her pussy. This can lead to some extremely juicy orgasms, but I've come back to it again because I've learned that it's also a valuable type of pleasure for the stability it brings to relationships. It is good tech for the layperson who's seeking to maintain long-term monogamy. Additional tech for supporting long term monogamy is using your Sacral and Chest Blade to pierce your women's pussy and feminine core (chest center) during lovemaking.....I've known about this tech for a longtime, but am referring back to it because I've found it to be the antidote for the "Nagging Women". No man likes to deal with a naggy cunt.....but the reason a women is usually in this state is because she's craving masculine chi. By doubly piercing your women in this way.....it pulls women into a very feminine and loving state. If your a man and don't understand the "Sacral and Chest Blade", work with the Inguz rune for awhile....all the tech is embedded. 

Snuggle Tech, I've mentioned previously about how before lovemaking you should do a minimum of 5 breaths to saturate your channels to handle a women's initial "pull". I've found that a similar principle can be applied when snuggling....its an energy exchange like any other and when you do deep breathing it helps facilitate a smooth interaction and like pussy massages, helps relational longevity. 

One time, while I was high as a kite on Water Qi.....it occurred to me that it would be fun to host orgies. Truly an expression of deep liminal love and something fun for the future.  

Minor Notes 
-Water and sex help with hormone fluctuations that occur during Intermittent Fasting. 
-Charging water with Love helps clear out the digestive system.