Golden Death Rattle

Yesterday, I had a profound and torturous release. Laying in bed last night....internally.....my body started to vibrate.....only the intensity of this internal earthquake was beyond anything I'd ever felt before, Imagine a rip start lawn mower, that you try to pull 10k times but it won't start......then when you do finally get it on.....the force of all 10k "pulls" gets released simultaneosly. The vibrations were intense....to the point I thought I might explode and die. 

The internal earthquake lasted about 10 minutes at peak intensity and I had to go outside and put my feet and hands to the ground to diffuse some of the power and stabilize my system. Suffice to say, this was a terrifying event and the most powerful psi phenomena I've ever experienced. 

For those unaware, the last few years I've been ill and doing everything I can to heal. Cultivators rarely get sick.....but when karmic energies come up....no one is left unscathed. Suffice to say, this was a hefty chunk of karmic goo, via past lives.........and it curb stomped the fuck out me.....parts of my field were completely "sealed off" due to this illness and were causing a mountain of suffering. 

Alas, the torturous eruption, is likely the final coup de grace of working through this past life crap....I'm extremely grateful to be done. This part of my system had been sealed for so long.....that when opened, it was like ripping off a million band aids at once

My aura appeared as a rising golden serpent upon release. A cool image....but hopefully I don't have to experience this ever again.