Hidden Knowledge

At times, my writing may feel a bit scattered and confusing.....due to my raw and episodic style. If you start watching a tv show on episode 5, rather than the beginning....you lose context and the plot. I transitioned links and important writings to this blog from other forums in my first few entries.....but looking back, that may not be enough clarity for readers. As a result, I created an "Original Sources" label so people can get context of my current writing from past blogs, forum discussions....etc. 

The following is a list of previous writings, read in this order for context. My thoughts and opinions have transformed and broadened greatly over the years.  

-Semen Retention: 100 Days and My Experiences (1) 
(needs private forum access)
-Sexual Energy and Meditation (2)

-Structuring Praxis (
3)
-Navigating the Afterlife (4)

-AbyssRecords (5)

Dark Realm Gnosis 

Investigations into the Dark Realm vortex are going strong and have born fruit. A first bit, I was listening to a family member recite poetry and thematically it was heavy on "death". While I was listening to her recitation....a curious subtle resonance reared its head.....when she discussed death.....on a deep level it fell on flat ears, as if it was a sound I could not hear. My mind and heart were in a completely different space and it felt the concept of death as a fraud or lie. 

The concept of the spirit or soul going beyond the physical is regular discussion....but to feel it so strongly to the point where I'd gone beyond the illusion of said dark embrace.....this whole experience was a bit disturbing and without a doubt.....a manifestation of Dark Realm energetics. It appears that I've become attuned to the Dark Realm domain enough.....to where I am regularly "feeling" into that space of the astral "BEYOND" and thus death is less "engaging" than usual. I'll need to keep messing around and playing with the limits of this gnosis. 

The second manifestation, was finally discovering a sufficient mechanism for measuring subtle energies, I call this tool FOC (short for focus). The basic metric, is if a person of put there focus (awareness, mind...etc) on a single point for a period of 1 second.....the amount of psi energy generated from that 1 second of focus is 1 FOC. I've struggled for a long time, to develop a measuring model for subtle forces......but I'd say this is pretty good paradigm and one that I will be tinkering with for sometime.


Soul Cube  

My understanding of the Soul has expanded slightly. I've learned that the core soul architecture is based on Cube Qi. This platonic design appears due to the souls emphasis on Balance and apparently cubes have a quality of infinite data storage. The balance part I understand....as it's geometrically apparent....but the data storage gnosis still escapes me. It would be interesting if people in the tech industry were to fuck around with cube energetics (if they haven't already)........I bet there's some gnosis that would be of assistance to modern data storage constraints. That's all for this blog, cheers.