Water Notes

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I haven't written on this topic in awhile, but my exploration of EB energetics continues.

It's been a struggle grounding the romantic sphere of my life due to Sorcery and Asceticism. Constant training leads to continuous transformation and thus energetic shifts, which cause friendships to fall apart. I'm off the opinion that this falling away is inevitable. To maintain long-term relations, would require a "settling down" into a stable relational framework and given my addiction to internal training....I don't think that is an option....but I could be wrong. 

I'm a cultivator at heart....but still have physical yearnings and internal training doesn't exactly cancel out your sex drive.....rather the opposite.

In the spirit of trying to optimize relations and "figure out" a useful framework, I've been toying around with a few tricks and filters: 

Metric-1, Female Intent.....when it comes to navigating the feminine domain, I've found there are 3 basic Intents that women approach men with in mind. All women have these energies/intent in mind.....but usually a single profile is dominant. 

-Money
-Protection
-Sex 

Men on the other hand are much simpler....when it comes to our romantic-intent.....its always Sex. Anyways, filtering women through these 3-Intents is helpful to sanitize relations and save time. 

Metric-2, which I've put to great effect is the "annoying" scale. Women vary greatly in how much maintenance (time, attention....etc) they require, as well as there "stability" (crazy scale). Whenever I see a beautiful women now.....I consult with these filters (divination) in order to bypass any nonsense. Ironically, I developed these filtration tools after years of dealing with chaotic people, that I sorely regretted letting into my life.  

Tool-3 is a sex spell, so that it makes it easier to attract a lover. This spell is still in incubation....my life has been a hurricane lately....but I'll report results in the future. Moreso, having this tool in the back off your mind, helps take away a level of anxiety.....Men are designed to be hormonal idiots.....so knowing you have the power to regularly manifest a lover takes pressure of the procreation valve. A useful tool for the kit. 

 Metric-4 is recognizing polarity.....its important to understand that in the vast crowd in humanity, there are certain types of women which you will have strong polarity and most you will not. After many years of noticing patterns and increasing sensitivity, I have a general idea. All the women I've had an significant "vibe" with have had an affinity for these "powers".

 Female Polarity Connections
-Sacral and 3rd Eye 
-Black Flame and Sacral 

I recently had a story of a Black Flame women, that when I walked into the same room as her.....we must've been 8 feet apart, yet both are energies exploded to the point where I started to get dizzy and not see straight. Wasn't doing magick or anything....just the natural polarity or "chemistry" of our energy was off the charts.

I've made note of previous experiences via encountering women with powerful sacral chakra and the intensity of there "pulling" power. Recently, I learned how to better deal with this phenomena.....women do this because there unconsciously craving masculine energy and all you need to do in response is start deep breathing and generate qi, so that she can "fill up".....this is a better strategy than trying to "resist" the pull. That being said, I still need to do more experimentation.  

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The Emotional Body.....there are so many different and nuanced dimensions of this part of the astral....but in terms of Big Vortexes in the system, I noted 3. My understanding of these centers is still lacking, I'll need to continue tinkering.

-Central
-Sexual
-Forbidden 

On the Whole Body Awareness vs Breath work debate......I am close to concluding that the Breath is a better tool for skillful lovemaking....it brings so much more to the table.

A quote that came to mind during a peak EB session. If you don't have mastery over sexual energy.....it will burn your candle at both ends. 

"Lust is exhausting." 

Call on Me by Eric Prydz, the song and music video is pure sex, haven't seen such a pure expression like it in musical form. Energetically....the song is a bit too stimulating. 






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